Painless Agony

You make me feel like am constantly walking on a minefield 

and I don't know if the next step I take or the next thought I think will be my last ...

The hole in my heart keeps growing and my life is slipping through my fingers ...

I wish you didn't mean anything to me so that I can betray you in the end ...

With every day that passes, I get closer and closer to my ultimate beginning ...

You branded my soul with your venomous lips and made me yours for all eternity ...

Therefore I must suffer in your care to fulfill my life long destiny ...

I had a chance to walk away, but I chose to stay by your side ...

I don't know when all these will end ... I don't know if I want it to ...

The only thing I do know is that my pain is your pleasure ...

Someday, your fate and mine will collide ...

Then you'll know how its like ... to really fall in love.